I respect this take.
I am not a veteran; I have been soaking up the information from this place quite a bit while also trying to determine which voices to hear out on YouTube. Its so much information though and
I have been 100% disciplined over the past 2+ years as far as living the lifestyle that seems required to compete in a way that I would be proud of; don't want to bring 85% effort and discipline, its just not near as satisfying as bringing all the effort and focus I can. I do cardio 7 days a week, lifting 5 days a week, haven't cheated on my diet once in the last 25 months.
That being said, I would like to think I have learned a lot while reading this forum for the last year, but since there is so little scientific literature on various compounds, namely in human models, it seems like a challenge for me to know who to listen to.
On one hand, I see a lot of people from many corners saying don't listen to that guy over there, listen to this guy or listen to me. I genuinely ask this from the most neutral of places; how do you know who to listen to? You guys are telling me not to listen to guys like Kurt and Paul, who is an IFBB Pro now, (and I assume Steve if I were to imagine).
I have been trying to follow some kind of philosophy of prioritizing the harm reduction side of things, wanting to very slowly step into the AAS game, filter all my products with .22u filters, pulling blood work every 6-8 weeks and really be as measured as I can.
So you guys are telling me to listen to this place; which I have been, its just always been about trying to synthesize all the information and weight accordingly all the data, which is no small task for someone new to this space.
However, there is some division here as well. I have really appreciated
@Ghoul for the broad knowledge base he brings &
@readalot for his harm reduction approach, but I know there are loads of you guys that are driven bat-shit crazy by those guys.
@Sampei (and others) for the homebrew side of things,
@MyNameIsJeff on tracking HGH deals/offers, and several other men I respect for what they do here to contribute.
I hope my intentions get across through this text. I think for the most part that I am open & willing to learn; I do know I sure as hell don't have all the answers.
I didn't hold Kurt, Steve, or any YT personalities as gospel or the authority on bodybuilding/AAS though I respected their approaches. Walking away from this thread, I will be more cautious on those guys and be more active here in asking questions.
Thanks for not chopping my head off, yet.