Im hoping you keep posting and updating w pics,etc. Itll be a nice warning to others of the dangers of an unchecked addictive personality combined w steroids.
Whether its blasting for months, or eating poor quality food, you obviously know the answer to both, but making excuses to yourself to get that reward u want.
Im incredibly sympathetic. I got a bit of an addictive personality and occassionaly eat like shit, ill have a few too many sometimes, and on occassion find myself smoking crack in downtown chicago and raw dogging a streetwalker as i try to not breath thru my nose and cum quick... Weve all been there im sure.
Fortunatley im not blessed with your genius, i dont have the brainpower for the mental gymnastics, icant remember and recall a million items and dish those excuses out when comfronted with logic and truth.
I guess its all about being honest with yourself about what you are possibly trading for your short term reward.
Let Ike tell you how many excuses you got:
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