DoubleDeez
Banned for using multiple active alt accounts
This is where I’m going to be detailing my HRT journey, as I believe I am in the early stages of perimenopause and I believe the best approach to improve my quality of life is to treat the hormones (the cause) and not just the symptoms.
Some background: I am 38. From childhood onward, I have always had a zesty libido. Medical professionals would call it hypersexuality due to childhood trauma, but that part isn’t important. The fact is, my sexuality has always been a core part of my being, so much so that I even made a career of it (camming) so I could capitalize on that part of me. Never had a boyfriend who could keep up with me until the guy I’m with now. We’ve been together for nearly 3.5 years and he’s been the only one who could give me a run for my money in that department. His libido has only intensified since playing with AAS. We generally do the deed 3x/day.
Last month’s cycle was the first cycle where I felt the physical effects of my hormones declining. It happened suddenly. After ovulation, I just dried up. I’d already been experiencing loss of energy, brain fog, and an overall feeling that my well-being was declining. I didn’t take any of it seriously enough until my pussy was like “yeah girl, I know you’re horny but I just can’t make any lubrication for ya.” It was depressing, to say the least. I ordered blood tests to see wtf is going on. My initial plan was TRT. I got my results back to find that my estrogen is alarmingly low for my age (I’m talking post-menopausal levels.) My testosterone and progesterone are on the lower end of the normal range, but nowhere near the urgency of my estrogen levels. There are supplements I have for vaginal dryness and they do help a lot on the days that I take them (slippery elm bark is the most notable one) but that isn’t good enough for me. And I can’t start with TRT now, with my e2 being as low as it is. I’d be at risk of virilization, and I wish to preserve my precious femininity at all costs. So the estrogen must come first. (And I know I need to supplement progesterone too, which I will be doing topically. I need to be careful with that one though, as I am particularly sensitive to the progesterone surge in the luteal phase of my cycle. If you’re not familiar with PMDD, it’s scary. Like PMS but more intense and for a bit longer. It can make one feel suicidal, it’s so intense. When I am 10 days out from my expected period is when I start to spiral. So I will proceed with caution there, but I do know I will be needing some to protect my uterus. As long as my estrogen is high enough and things are in balance I think I will be fine. E injections might even be the most effective treatment for PMDD, stabilizing those levels so the progesterone doesn’t make me wanna unalive myself.)
I have some Lady Test stashed away (50mg/mL test cyp) and a bottle of E cyp (100mg/mL) on the way that should be here in the coming week. My plan is to inject the E twice a week, 1mg every Monday morning and again on Thursday night. I plan to run that for 2-3 months and then assess where I’m at, as far as numbers but most importantly, feels. I then plan to start the low dose testosterone injections (1mg EOD) as the final piece of the puzzle.
While waiting for the E cyp to get here, I ordered a cream off of Amazon to apply to my lady bits. I just tried one baby dose to see how it would feel. (Recommended dose is two pumps, I used half a pump before the gym.) The cream contains progesterone, estriol, and estradiol. When I got home and the man and I had our post-gym f*ck, I was the wettest and most sensitive I have been in a long time. Like even more intense than ovulation has been. This excited me. I might end up being a super-responder and get to stay at very low doses of these hormones to feel better, which would not surprise me considering how small I am and how sensitive to substances I have always been.
If you made it to the end here, thanks for reading. I am hoping to get feedback along the way, should I run into any problems, and maybe I could even help some others in the process. I have seen a good number of men in here express interest in HRT/TRT for their wives, and if my contribution here can help even one woman feel better and more comfortable in her own skin, then publicizing my experience will have been 100% worth it.
I will keep this log updated with every notable thing that happens along the way.
Some background: I am 38. From childhood onward, I have always had a zesty libido. Medical professionals would call it hypersexuality due to childhood trauma, but that part isn’t important. The fact is, my sexuality has always been a core part of my being, so much so that I even made a career of it (camming) so I could capitalize on that part of me. Never had a boyfriend who could keep up with me until the guy I’m with now. We’ve been together for nearly 3.5 years and he’s been the only one who could give me a run for my money in that department. His libido has only intensified since playing with AAS. We generally do the deed 3x/day.
Last month’s cycle was the first cycle where I felt the physical effects of my hormones declining. It happened suddenly. After ovulation, I just dried up. I’d already been experiencing loss of energy, brain fog, and an overall feeling that my well-being was declining. I didn’t take any of it seriously enough until my pussy was like “yeah girl, I know you’re horny but I just can’t make any lubrication for ya.” It was depressing, to say the least. I ordered blood tests to see wtf is going on. My initial plan was TRT. I got my results back to find that my estrogen is alarmingly low for my age (I’m talking post-menopausal levels.) My testosterone and progesterone are on the lower end of the normal range, but nowhere near the urgency of my estrogen levels. There are supplements I have for vaginal dryness and they do help a lot on the days that I take them (slippery elm bark is the most notable one) but that isn’t good enough for me. And I can’t start with TRT now, with my e2 being as low as it is. I’d be at risk of virilization, and I wish to preserve my precious femininity at all costs. So the estrogen must come first. (And I know I need to supplement progesterone too, which I will be doing topically. I need to be careful with that one though, as I am particularly sensitive to the progesterone surge in the luteal phase of my cycle. If you’re not familiar with PMDD, it’s scary. Like PMS but more intense and for a bit longer. It can make one feel suicidal, it’s so intense. When I am 10 days out from my expected period is when I start to spiral. So I will proceed with caution there, but I do know I will be needing some to protect my uterus. As long as my estrogen is high enough and things are in balance I think I will be fine. E injections might even be the most effective treatment for PMDD, stabilizing those levels so the progesterone doesn’t make me wanna unalive myself.)
I have some Lady Test stashed away (50mg/mL test cyp) and a bottle of E cyp (100mg/mL) on the way that should be here in the coming week. My plan is to inject the E twice a week, 1mg every Monday morning and again on Thursday night. I plan to run that for 2-3 months and then assess where I’m at, as far as numbers but most importantly, feels. I then plan to start the low dose testosterone injections (1mg EOD) as the final piece of the puzzle.
While waiting for the E cyp to get here, I ordered a cream off of Amazon to apply to my lady bits. I just tried one baby dose to see how it would feel. (Recommended dose is two pumps, I used half a pump before the gym.) The cream contains progesterone, estriol, and estradiol. When I got home and the man and I had our post-gym f*ck, I was the wettest and most sensitive I have been in a long time. Like even more intense than ovulation has been. This excited me. I might end up being a super-responder and get to stay at very low doses of these hormones to feel better, which would not surprise me considering how small I am and how sensitive to substances I have always been.
If you made it to the end here, thanks for reading. I am hoping to get feedback along the way, should I run into any problems, and maybe I could even help some others in the process. I have seen a good number of men in here express interest in HRT/TRT for their wives, and if my contribution here can help even one woman feel better and more comfortable in her own skin, then publicizing my experience will have been 100% worth it.
I will keep this log updated with every notable thing that happens along the way.
