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What are you listening to today? Gym music or just daily music


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“ I never should have let you
Slip through my arms
(As the sun sets tonight)
I never should have let you go
(I'll hold you with all that I am)
I never should have let you
Slip through my arms
I never should've let you go”
“ Promise me
You'll stay with me forever
(Forever)
I never should've let you go
Promise me
You'll stay with me forever
(Forever)
I never should've let you go
Promise me
You'll stay with me forever
(Forever)”






“ I never should have let you go
(I'll hold you with all that I am)”
 

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“I never wanna give you up
But you're holding me like water
Been looking for you all my life
But you're letting me slip away, slip away
And I don't ever wanna give you up
But you're holding me like water
Been looking for you all my life
But you're letting me slip away
Slip away, slip away
I wanna spend my life with you
I know that we can make it through”
 
Not for the gym.

But word, words, words... for yesterday, today and always:

Jeff Buckley "Grace"
Jeff Buckley " So Real"
Mazzy Star "Fade Into You"
BRMC "Awake"
Nirvana "Apologies" (unplugged)
Nick Drake "Pink Moon"
Amy Winehouse "Wake Up Alone"
Ray La Montagne "Shelter"
Ray La Montagne "Hold You In My Arms"
Turin Brakes "Long View"
The XX "Angels"
Massive Attack "Teardrop"
Kings Of Leon "Closer"
Brian Jonestown Massacre "Let Me Stand Next To Your Flower"
Brian Jonestown Massacre "Don't Look At Me"
The Black Angels "Black Grease"
 
RekTest said:
I need some new tune ideas brothers

Currently I got on Poppy - Spit

(god where is a 5’2 nun to spit in my face)
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I can't offer much assistance on this, but it might be worth a shot! I typically train around 5 or 6 AM, so I prefer something loud and upbeat to get me energized.

I’m originally from the North East of England, where we have a unique genre of music that we brought over from Spain in the early '90s. We added some MCs to it, and voilà—it's quite a vibe!

It’s definitely an acquired taste, but if you're up for it, check out "The New Monkey" on Spotify. The name comes from the club where this music was born.

I apologise in advance!

Enjoy!
 
bigpoppachump2 said:
I know the music choices are a little darker and sadder than normal but I almost lost my wife on Tuesday and it’s been a total mindfuck thinking about it the last 2 days of how close I came to being widowed and alone.
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How is she now, if we can ask?
Is she getting better?

I am so sorry to hear this.
Bless her heart, I pray she will heal
 
bigpoppachump2 said:
I know the music choices are a little darker and sadder than normal but I almost lost my wife on Tuesday and it’s been a total mindfuck thinking about it the last 2 days of how close I came to being widowed and alone.
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Hey brother, I am sorry to hear this. I will say a prayer for your wife, I really hope she is doing better and on the path to recovery.
Dark times are not fun, stay strong for your wife and times will get better, if you ever need to just vent feel free to here if you want on this thread.
Keep us updated if you want, I know I am nobody to you but I am here and care about everyone so if you ever need someone to just chat and shoot the shit to take your mind off stuff feel free.
 
iris said:
How is she now, if we can ask?
Is she getting better?

I am so sorry to hear this.
Bless her heart, I pray she will heal
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RekTest said:
Hey brother, I am sorry to hear this. I will say a prayer for your wife, I really hope she is doing better and on the path to recovery.
Dark times are not fun, stay strong for your wife and times will get better, if you ever need to just vent feel free to here if you want on this thread.
Keep us updated if you want, I know I am nobody to you but I am here and care about everyone so if you ever need someone to just chat and shoot the shit to take your mind off stuff feel free.
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May as well give the story instead of leaving people hanging right?

We’ll my wife and I got a new puppy a couple weeks ago, as I mentioned in another thread on here.

Well fast forward a week or two and she had an unnerving experience with some weirdo at the dog park a week ago with some guy who just kept following her around the dog trails way to close and his whole vibe was just “off”.

After that experience she expressed a desire to start actually carrying one of my 9mm using her conceal carry permit. Well we discussed this and both agreed that she needs so get with a instructer that will teach her gun safety and how to aim properly (I’ve tried and she can’t hit shit lol, I’m a great shot but not a good teacher) she agreed and that’s where it stood.

On Tuesday while I was working and she was off she decided to take the 9mm I keep in the nightstand to my mother in laws house to try out a couple different holsters that her mother has for hers.

Now a couple hours later they are sitting at the kitchen table and my mother in law is showing my wife her different holsters and which one she likes etc etc. my wife decided to hold out the holster to my mother in laws house to remove the gun and somehow someway the gun discharged and hits my my wife in the hand, then through a double steel fire rated security door to the garage, then off the cement floor, through my wife’s Camrys front fender and into the engine bay!

Immediately my wife clutches her hand and goes to the sink to see a 1.5in roughly 9mm deep trench carved out of her hand from her wrist to her index finger. They all freak out and go to the hospital and they had to use a small patch of skin to graoh into the wound and connect some tissue and tendons etc.because She’s now bandaged up with a big white club for a hand cause she’s not going to be able to use it for a couple weeks. Luckily they said the damage was not as bad as it liked and she should have full function of her hand again shortly with minimal PT.

Now here’s my .02 cents. First: I wasn’t made aware of this until I had gotten home cause she knew I was on the boat with customers and didn’t want to freak me out and have me panic. Bullshit! My mother in law shoots my wife and she goes to the hospital I wanna know, IMMEDIATELY! I will drop the customers off at the ramp and reimburse or reschedule and drive directly to the hospital boat and all! Second: Why didn’t you tell me that you wanted to take that gun to your moms on that day?!?! I would have cleared the gun and taken the home defense rounds out and given you a box of practice rounds for the range if that’s what you had planned. I would have never let you walk out of the house with that gun loaded with those rounds with the damn safety off! Third: WHY THE FUCK DID YOUR MOM STICK HER HOOK INSIDE OF THE TRIGGER GUARD TO REMOVE THE GUN FROM THE HOLSTER!?!? Her mother has had extensive “training” by firearms instructors and has spent hours and hours at the range. I’ve always felt my 9mm’s were too big and bulky for her hands anyways and we’d discussed her getting a smaller Ruger .38 designed for concealed carry.

Now I myself have been through 2 separate home invasions. One time when I was around 10yo my mother and I were invaded and tied up while our house was robbed for drugs, guns and money which was a result of my fathers affiliation with a particularly large 1% Mc based primarily on the Northeast US. The second was while I was visiting my mother in Columbia SC. Luckily for me during yhe second home invasion I was on the final weeks of my first cycle and was able to handle two 120lb crackheads until they had gotten the point that the easy smash and grab they thought was going to happen wasn’t a possibility anymore. This is a true story with the police reports and court transcripts from me being the prosecutions star witness. The first guy got sentenced to 10 years and the second guy seeing his co defendant get smoked decided to take the plea that was originally offers to them both.

When I tell you I love my wife I mean I really love my wife! Like madly in love with my wife. She’s my one and only girl I’ve ever truly loved and she’s my first and only marriage and I waited until I was 39yo to do it. She’s my BFF, my lover, my business partner etc. we have a great marriage. We never argue never fight and always go to bed in each others arms. She is literally the nicest purest most honest person I’ve ever known. She doesnt curse, never smoked, doesn’t drink, never did drugs. She had sex one time at 35 the year before we met, I’ve always joke so why her “why couldn’t you wait for me for one more year?” And she always replies back “because you took forever to ride your crippled white horse to my castle to pick me up” lol. All 3 of her brothers are pastors of their own churches and her father is a Deacon in the church as well. She’s a devout Baptist and we attend church every Sunday etc in other words she’s way too good for me and she’s my absolute everything! The thought of losing her causes me great anxiety.

Since I’ve been through 2 scary home invasions the thought and fear of that is always in the back of my head especially when I’m out of state on fishing trips or on the lake with customers overnight. This is the reason for that gun being in the nightstand to begin with. I want her to be able to put very big holes in whoever it is that isn’t me standing I that bedroom door!

Is this partly my fault? Absolutely! I should have put more emphasis on getting her together with an instructor but I felt she had the basic knowledge needed to defend herself in a situation at home and would be able to perform under pressure (she’s amazingly levelheaded in almost all situations). Life got busy so it was one of those things that “we’ll get to it as soon as we find the time” I should have forced the issue and made the time.

Yesterday I beat her home and was sitting at my kitchen table in a quiet empty house and it hit me how close that almost came to being my reality on Tuesday and how utterly destroyed that would have made me. So yeah, I broke down and cried for a lot longer than I will admit on a steroid forum. I got up ran out and got her flowers and wrote her the longest letter I’ve ever written in my life and set it on the bed. This has also kind of put many things in perspective for me of what’s most important in this life. I’ve decided to drastically taper back my aas use and physique aspirations to just trt plus 100ng of test prop until I hit my goal weight and get back to focusing on being the best husband I can be instead of hiding out in my home gym 5 nights a week trying to be big for nothing again. 4 days a week max 45 minutes per day and spend every other minute I can loving the most special, loving person I’ve ever known.

Don’t know what else I can say other than I really love my wife and got really close to losing her and I wants to make sure I’m with her as much as possible until we hit the dirt and go to the upper room!

Sorry for the mid-spelled words, im sure there is many but im not going back and proofreading all that lol
 
bigpoppachump2 said:
May as well give the story instead of leaving people hanging right?

We’ll my wife and I got a new puppy a couple weeks ago, as I mentioned in another thread on here.

Well fast forward a week or two and she had an unnerving experience with some weirdo at the dog park a week ago with some guy who just kept following her around the dog trails way to close and his whole vibe was just “off”.

After that experience she expressed a desire to start actually carrying one of my 9mm using her conceal carry permit. Well we discussed this and both agreed that she needs so get with a instructer that will teach her gun safety and how to aim properly (I’ve tried and she can’t hit shit lol, I’m a great shot but not a good teacher) she agreed and that’s where it stood.

On Tuesday while I was working and she was off she decided to take the 9mm I keep in the nightstand to my mother in laws house to try out a couple different holsters that her mother has for hers.

Now a couple hours later they are sitting at the kitchen table and my mother in law is showing my wife her different holsters and which one she likes etc etc. my wife decided to hold out the holster to my mother in laws house to remove the gun and somehow someway the gun discharged and hits my my wife in the hand, then through a double steel fire rated security door to the garage, then off the cement floor, through my wife’s Camrys front fender and into the engine bay!

Immediately my wife clutches her hand and goes to the sink to see a 1.5in roughly 9mm deep trench carved out of her hand from her wrist to her index finger. They all freak out and go to the hospital and they had to use a small patch of skin to graoh into the wound and connect some tissue and tendons etc.because She’s now bandaged up with a big white club for a hand cause she’s not going to be able to use it for a couple weeks. Luckily they said the damage was not as bad as it liked and she should have full function of her hand again shortly with minimal PT.

Now here’s my .02 cents. First: I wasn’t made aware of this until I had gotten home cause she knew I was on the boat with customers and didn’t want to freak me out and have me panic. Bullshit! My mother in law shoots my wife and she goes to the hospital I wanna know, IMMEDIATELY! I will drop the customers off at the ramp and reimburse or reschedule and drive directly to the hospital boat and all! Second: Why didn’t you tell me that you wanted to take that gun to your moms on that day?!?! I would have cleared the gun and taken the home defense rounds out and given you a box of practice rounds for the range if that’s what you had planned. I would have never let you walk out of the house with that gun loaded with those rounds with the damn safety off! Third: WHY THE FUCK DID YOUR MOM STICK HER HOOK INSIDE OF THE TRIGGER GUARD TO REMOVE THE GUN FROM THE HOLSTER!?!? Her mother has had extensive “training” by firearms instructors and has spent hours and hours at the range. I’ve always felt my 9mm’s were too big and bulky for her hands anyways and we’d discussed her getting a smaller Ruger .38 designed for concealed carry.

Now I myself have been through 2 separate home invasions. One time when I was around 10yo my mother and I were invaded and tied up while our house was robbed for drugs, guns and money which was a result of my fathers affiliation with a particularly large 1% Mc based primarily on the Northeast US. The second was while I was visiting my mother in Columbia SC. Luckily for me during yhe second home invasion I was on the final weeks of my first cycle and was able to handle two 120lb crackheads until they had gotten the point that the easy smash and grab they thought was going to happen wasn’t a possibility anymore. This is a true story with the police reports and court transcripts from me being the prosecutions star witness. The first guy got sentenced to 10 years and the second guy seeing his co defendant get smoked decided to take the plea that was originally offers to them both.

When I tell you I love my wife I mean I really love my wife! Like madly in love with my wife. She’s my one and only girl I’ve ever truly loved and she’s my first and only marriage and I waited until I was 39yo to do it. She’s my BFF, my lover, my business partner etc. we have a great marriage. We never argue never fight and always go to bed in each others arms. She is literally the nicest purest most honest person I’ve ever known. She doesnt curse, never smoked, doesn’t drink, never did drugs. She had sex one time at 35 the year before we met, I’ve always joke so why her “why couldn’t you wait for me for one more year?” And she always replies back “because you took forever to ride your crippled white horse to my castle to pick me up” lol. All 3 of her brothers are pastors of their own churches and her father is a Deacon in the church as well. She’s a devout Baptist and we attend church every Sunday etc in other words she’s way too good for me and she’s my absolute everything! The thought of losing her causes me great anxiety.

Since I’ve been through 2 scary home invasions the thought and fear of that is always in the back of my head especially when I’m out of state on fishing trips or on the lake with customers overnight. This is the reason for that gun being in the nightstand to begin with. I want her to be able to put very big holes in whoever it is that isn’t me standing I that bedroom door!

Is this partly my fault? Absolutely! I should have put more emphasis on getting her together with an instructor but I felt she had the basic knowledge needed to defend herself in a situation at home and would be able to perform under pressure (she’s amazingly levelheaded in almost all situations). Life got busy so it was one of those things that “we’ll get to it as soon as we find the time” I should have forced the issue and made the time.

Yesterday I beat her home and was sitting at my kitchen table in a quiet empty house and it hit me how close that almost came to being my reality on Tuesday and how utterly destroyed that would have made me. So yeah, I broke down and cried for a lot longer than I will admit on a steroid forum. I got up ran out and got her flowers and wrote her the longest letter I’ve ever written in my life and set it on the bed. This has also kind of put many things in perspective for me of what’s most important in this life. I’ve decided to drastically taper back my aas use and physique aspirations to just trt plus 100ng of test prop until I hit my goal weight and get back to focusing on being the best husband I can be instead of hiding out in my home gym 5 nights a week trying to be big for nothing again. 4 days a week max 45 minutes per day and spend every other minute I can loving the most special, loving person I’ve ever known.

Don’t know what else I can say other than I really love my wife and got really close to losing her and I wants to make sure I’m with her as much as possible until we hit the dirt and go to the upper room!

Sorry for the mid-spelled words, im sure there is many but im not going back and proofreading all that lol
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Holy Lord, this is terrifying.
I have to say, you are so right in considering how much worse it could have ended.
I cannot even begin to imagine how scared both of you were and how much this situation has anguished you.

She was definitely protected and saved, from above. No doubt.
So, cherish the thought.

Awesome news the injury is not too severe and her prospects of recovery are good.
Even better, with such a dedicated and adoring husband by her side, she will be able to get through this in a much more positive frame of mind.
Your selflessness, love and support will make all the difference.

Your love story is beautiful and heart warming.
One of those rare things that bring joy to one's soul.
Count your blessings and thank the Lord every day, because the two of you are lucky creatures.
And the latest happening is a clear example of that.

Leaving guns alone, you can give your wife a personal alarm, for when she is out there on her own.
They are very loud and easy to set off, to scare someone off and attract people's attention.

Frankly, in a state of panic and fear, how people manage to handle a gun, I have no idea.
I would be shaking and dropping stuff, for sure.

Best wishes to you both.
Keep us updated and send your wife our best wishes.

I am sure that, thanks to you, she will make an astounding recovery.

❤
 
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