Okay. This is more me going off about my dumb issues but my new cycle:
175 Test
350 NPP but will bump higher if sides allow
(5mg tirz but this is my maintenance dose for lipids and such, I don’t mention it too often.)
Tren has fucked my sleep. I’m gonna shelve it for my cut and when my Mirtazapine comes in. Completely dropping it for now, would rather use it and harm my lipids when I actually wanna maximize the glucocorticoid receptor agonism for my shred.
Went to the local dispensary and picked up some CBD gummies and an Indica cart. Will be using these for sleep in the meantime.
Started lexapro today aswell. No changes in mood or anything. It’s day one though so we’ll see how that goes.
I see my PCP tomorrow morning at 9. Going to discuss possible medications for my anxiety and sleep. My doc’s pretty stingy and uninformed with these brain altering drugs so bargaining for a swap isn’t an easy feat, but I know I’ll figure out how to get by.
For now, I have got to let the test do it’s thing and the NPP time to saturate. 50 mgs daily. Can’t wait to see how it does me. Cheers to the SSRI’s and 19nors!
