Last decade I said I could not get out the door with out blow'n a hundred dollars...
But NOW - Its starting to feel like I can't get out the door without getting blown...!
And we are talking solicitations from ANYONE ANYWHERE....
- Controllers
-Those that want to be controlled
-SLUTS
-Omni-Sexuals
-Hungry Whores
-People that PRETEND to HELP and are FLAT OUT LOOKING FOR SEX..!
(Had one of these fukers run LONG GAME on me recently with the craziest of Cover stories you ever dreamed / Never saw him coming..>!!!)
-THE WORX...! Its MIND BENDING...!!!
So I'm trying to cut a guy some slack last night he's all fucked up, don't know him very well, but my bro leaves for family and next thing I know it goes from consolation to a hand up the thigh..! Straight to BANG...! So I don't get angry or anything I'm just like look man yer fuked up yu need to chill and go pass out...
Should I just let em suk it...?!?!?!?! Really...!? It's like SCAN ME.......!
But its not just isolated. Its everywhere and media driven. My girls have friends with lesbian mothers, parents with "undefined" relationships, all kindz of shit...! They watch it on TV. ITS IN EVERY DAMN SONG ON THE RADIO....! It's almost like the only crime THEZE DAYZ in society is to NOT Participate...!!
Perhaps I'm getting old. Am I just behind the timez.? I Def wont be one of those poor old bastards that wishes he had put his dik to more use when younger. That's a sad sight you know the one. But...
I used to tell myself I would have been happy being a one woman man, but I wonder if I was not setting others up for my own predicted failures in route...! I know I married my slut wife for a good reason... "She likes to be pursued"... YEA.. LOL... Don't we all.... Its like I used her to get past the notion of "Monogamous family unit"...
I mean is it some deep need for affirmation and acceptance.? Or truly just a carnal desire for that dopamine pleasure.? Do they actually find the "relationship fulfillment as a VARIABLE BOND" of sorts.??? What's it like to look someone in the eye with which you are not married to and KNOW THIS and THIS BOUNDARY which must be in place. Kooky - I'm think'n... DOES REGRET EVER EXISTS ANYMORE...!
(and I know the answer already but for posperity)
IS ANYONE FUKING Happy with just one...?!?! It's nothing new either I know. But HOW did they do it back then when so frowned upon. I think I am going to just run an experiment and solicit sex where ever I go and see what happens... I just afraid my DIK might fall off really I suspect...!
I MEAN DAMN.B. What a fukin world....
But NOW - Its starting to feel like I can't get out the door without getting blown...!
And we are talking solicitations from ANYONE ANYWHERE....
- Controllers
-Those that want to be controlled
-SLUTS
-Omni-Sexuals
-Hungry Whores
-People that PRETEND to HELP and are FLAT OUT LOOKING FOR SEX..!
(Had one of these fukers run LONG GAME on me recently with the craziest of Cover stories you ever dreamed / Never saw him coming..>!!!)
-THE WORX...! Its MIND BENDING...!!!
So I'm trying to cut a guy some slack last night he's all fucked up, don't know him very well, but my bro leaves for family and next thing I know it goes from consolation to a hand up the thigh..! Straight to BANG...! So I don't get angry or anything I'm just like look man yer fuked up yu need to chill and go pass out...
Should I just let em suk it...?!?!?!?! Really...!? It's like SCAN ME.......!
But its not just isolated. Its everywhere and media driven. My girls have friends with lesbian mothers, parents with "undefined" relationships, all kindz of shit...! They watch it on TV. ITS IN EVERY DAMN SONG ON THE RADIO....! It's almost like the only crime THEZE DAYZ in society is to NOT Participate...!!
Perhaps I'm getting old. Am I just behind the timez.? I Def wont be one of those poor old bastards that wishes he had put his dik to more use when younger. That's a sad sight you know the one. But...
I used to tell myself I would have been happy being a one woman man, but I wonder if I was not setting others up for my own predicted failures in route...! I know I married my slut wife for a good reason... "She likes to be pursued"... YEA.. LOL... Don't we all.... Its like I used her to get past the notion of "Monogamous family unit"...
I mean is it some deep need for affirmation and acceptance.? Or truly just a carnal desire for that dopamine pleasure.? Do they actually find the "relationship fulfillment as a VARIABLE BOND" of sorts.??? What's it like to look someone in the eye with which you are not married to and KNOW THIS and THIS BOUNDARY which must be in place. Kooky - I'm think'n... DOES REGRET EVER EXISTS ANYMORE...!
(and I know the answer already but for posperity)
IS ANYONE FUKING Happy with just one...?!?! It's nothing new either I know. But HOW did they do it back then when so frowned upon. I think I am going to just run an experiment and solicit sex where ever I go and see what happens... I just afraid my DIK might fall off really I suspect...!
I MEAN DAMN.B. What a fukin world....
