Rektest - Death is available log

220lbs btw….

And I look dyel lol

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tiny fucking bitch fuck me

Fuck you rekky

Worthless piece of shit

Fuck you

I spiral down into the shadows, as they consume me, rebuild me, piece by piece, anew, reborn, with darkness in my soul, this is all I deserve.




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U mirin brah? You will be


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I was guna threaten u and say post a pic as I was casually scrolling but you posted a pic and you look solid bro. Love it, had works paying off. Now I don’t have to open up my neck to troll this Super Bowl party haha
 
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I wanna live inside your skin
I wanna be the air you breathe in
I wanna taste all of your sins
I swear I've never felt this feeling
I'm coming down
I'm crashing now
Hold my heart in the palm of your hands
Promise me it'll never hurt again
My love I'll burn for you if you just let me in
You can heal my pain not the scars on my skin
If heaven had a face I swear it'd look like you
I swear it'd look like you and I bet you never knew
If heaven had a face I swear it'd look like you
I swear it'd look like you and I bet you never knew
I'm coming down
I'm crashing now




If heaven had a face, it would be you.
 
How ya doing, Rekky, still coming out of the shadow of darkness?
BROTHER! I missed this, i apologize.

We poppin brother :3 we are in a wonderful poppy butterfly episode right now
Feeling jacked and loved, what else could I ask for in life? Lol
I never felt like I was loved growing up or with my first gf so this feeling I have, that all this love and care I am getting… sounds stupid but it makes me so happy.
I am so happy right now.

Sorry tmi, tmi.
Hope you are doing good brother, thank you for coming by and asking about me.
 
I fucking love life right now,

I want anyone reading this that may be going through what I did at the start, I hated life and was close to saying just be done with it all.

Life can change so fast, in good ways that make living it worth it. Death is forever, being sad is only temporary.

My soul is happy and Ive never been able to say that.
I am beyond this world happy.


If anyone reading my log ever needs encouragement or just someone to talk to, I am always here.
For anyone.
 
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I fucking love life right now,

I want anyone reading this that may be going through what I did at the start, I hated life and was close to saying just be done with it all.

Life can change so fast, in good ways that make living it worth it. Death is forever, being sad is only temporary.

My soul is happy and Ive never been able to say that.
I am beyond this world happy.


If anyone reading my log ever needs encouragement or just someone to talk to, I am always here.
For anyone.
Love how you been so reckless and insane yet you loving life now...you sure must have learned a lot from this plus from all the feedback and fuckery from others. Hope you come back to earth now my friend!
 
@RekTest

Now that I have asked about your cholesterol on Laclark89's thread, how was that burger you just had for brekkie, lol?

The first burger back on US soil, I am sure tasted delicious.

For that ldl to go down, burgers for breakfast may need to be an occasional occurrence, for the foreseeable future, bunny...
 
Love how you been so reckless and insane yet you loving life now...you sure must have learned a lot from this plus from all the feedback and fuckery from others. Hope you come back to earth now my friend!
Definitely since stopping the Tren I have felt very back to earth.
My wellbeing since the new year has been fantastic, few downs but not weekly/daily like it was when I was using tren last year.
Im able to love and enjoy life, not be in a constant jealousy, overthinking, piece of shit 24/7.

I really appreciate all the kind words you always have for me, I wish the absolute best year and every year forward for you.
Thank you.
 
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