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Anabolic Steroids
Personal log from first cycle
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IndividualMan
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Please do. your and @Slowww have some of the better/more relatable logs on here.
BabaJagga
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aaanyway, i have to split this into few posts, it will be probably longer read.
so, last time ive updated it it was end of november. i wrote about anadrol. up until then everything was smooth. i was happy, hungry, with good sleep.
then ive added anadrol @ 50mg daily... that was mistake.
killed my appetite at the end of week 1, made me lethargic middle of week 2 and i tapped out at week 3. ive lost almost 4kg of weight on it, i couldnt fit 2k kcal into myself, fucked up my sleep (cns stimulant probably?), my shoulder acne exploded into painfull nodules.
overall it was (greedy) mistake from me. test only was very smooth experience, i havent felt different that without it, just stronger and bigger.
i did bloodwork at the end of second week of anadrol (more about it in next post)
i wrapped it up after new year basicly, ive removed test for 2 weeks to let my blood level drop quicker.
ive hit my all time PR on barbell rows, 140kg x3 good reps. its not much but its honest work
130 for full set 7-8 reps i think.
overall i had fun time in gym, training was awesome and i was making progress every week.
ive returned to PPL R PP. cause i needed su day as restday always. with 8 day rotatuon sometimes i had restdays on my working days and workin out on sundays. it wasnt good.
attached few pics up until now. hopefully it will load them in chrological order
peak bulk was 94,5kg of bloated inflated roided mess basicly. almost no definition, water retention, big and strong and good lookin in tshirt. winter mode basicly. i did not made many photos cause i didnt like what i saw in mirror. size was fluff mostly. but pumps were stupid, my delts were so big that even other guys on gear came to me with "wtf are you takin"
after that there will be photos from now, im 2 weeks into RFL or kind of that, aggresive cut. close to 0 carbs so no glykogen, no retention of anything, flat, depleated.
so, last time ive updated it it was end of november. i wrote about anadrol. up until then everything was smooth. i was happy, hungry, with good sleep.
then ive added anadrol @ 50mg daily... that was mistake.
killed my appetite at the end of week 1, made me lethargic middle of week 2 and i tapped out at week 3. ive lost almost 4kg of weight on it, i couldnt fit 2k kcal into myself, fucked up my sleep (cns stimulant probably?), my shoulder acne exploded into painfull nodules.
overall it was (greedy) mistake from me. test only was very smooth experience, i havent felt different that without it, just stronger and bigger.
i did bloodwork at the end of second week of anadrol (more about it in next post)
i wrapped it up after new year basicly, ive removed test for 2 weeks to let my blood level drop quicker.
ive hit my all time PR on barbell rows, 140kg x3 good reps. its not much but its honest work
130 for full set 7-8 reps i think. overall i had fun time in gym, training was awesome and i was making progress every week.
ive returned to PPL R PP. cause i needed su day as restday always. with 8 day rotatuon sometimes i had restdays on my working days and workin out on sundays. it wasnt good.
attached few pics up until now. hopefully it will load them in chrological order
peak bulk was 94,5kg of bloated inflated roided mess basicly. almost no definition, water retention, big and strong and good lookin in tshirt. winter mode basicly. i did not made many photos cause i didnt like what i saw in mirror. size was fluff mostly. but pumps were stupid, my delts were so big that even other guys on gear came to me with "wtf are you takin"
after that there will be photos from now, im 2 weeks into RFL or kind of that, aggresive cut. close to 0 carbs so no glykogen, no retention of anything, flat, depleated.
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BabaJagga
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aaanyway, bloodwork time. basicly close to end of blast, end of second week of anadrol. worst possible time to do it ofc
i have issue. or not, im not sure yet.
main issue is that my cystatinin c jumped from 1.02 to 1.27 since early september which made me scared AF .. not gonna lie .. after u saw it i dropped even test for 2 weeks as ive said in previous post.
until today, ive researched a bit about it, why ir could be. creatinine was 105 which is normal for me. bp was stable, low, even on anadrol when i was michelin man. urine was smelly and brown since i started anadrol but it returned to normal one or 2 weeks after i stopped with ut. no foam either.
sooo, ive researched... possible cause could be GH. via chat gpt (i know i know) i found out that GH increase number of cys.c. cells systemathicly, like other cells. so its not kidney dmg or stress, just more of those cells. or at least thats simple version, i cant explain it correctly in eng
aaanyway. it could be false alarm or not. i need to retest in week or 2, togeather with urine test and other kidney markers. i dont think i did dmg to them on test & gh, low bp and low-ish dose of anadrol for 2-3 weeks.
other issue is that i have low iron. this part will be tricky to solve, kind of. i need to source IV iron and find nurse that will inject it ito me. ive tried calling hemathology dr but in out shit medical system, they will put me on pills first, for abour 6 months and if they wont work, they will consider IV route but dr straight told me they dont do that very often
cbc looked good, no wonder that i dont have thick blood with not enough iron...
750 test + 100mg aromasin per week = 59pg/ml e2. i had some water retention and bit of acne (before anadrol)
lipids fucked up ofc.
liver was fine, no issues there
anyway, attached bloodwork
i have issue. or not, im not sure yet.
main issue is that my cystatinin c jumped from 1.02 to 1.27 since early september which made me scared AF .. not gonna lie .. after u saw it i dropped even test for 2 weeks as ive said in previous post.
until today, ive researched a bit about it, why ir could be. creatinine was 105 which is normal for me. bp was stable, low, even on anadrol when i was michelin man. urine was smelly and brown since i started anadrol but it returned to normal one or 2 weeks after i stopped with ut. no foam either.
sooo, ive researched... possible cause could be GH. via chat gpt (i know i know) i found out that GH increase number of cys.c. cells systemathicly, like other cells. so its not kidney dmg or stress, just more of those cells. or at least thats simple version, i cant explain it correctly in eng
aaanyway. it could be false alarm or not. i need to retest in week or 2, togeather with urine test and other kidney markers. i dont think i did dmg to them on test & gh, low bp and low-ish dose of anadrol for 2-3 weeks.
other issue is that i have low iron. this part will be tricky to solve, kind of. i need to source IV iron and find nurse that will inject it ito me. ive tried calling hemathology dr but in out shit medical system, they will put me on pills first, for abour 6 months and if they wont work, they will consider IV route but dr straight told me they dont do that very often
cbc looked good, no wonder that i dont have thick blood with not enough iron...
750 test + 100mg aromasin per week = 59pg/ml e2. i had some water retention and bit of acne (before anadrol)
lipids fucked up ofc.
liver was fine, no issues there
anyway, attached bloodwork
