Paranoia no matter what cycle?

[Sera]

Do you or did you use any other drugs? This makes me think of amphetamine or weed or both.

 

[happymotherf]

Do you or did you use any other drugs? This makes me think of amphetamine or weed or both.

No. I think my test dose mightve been too high i was on 1cc a day so 1750mg a week. Il cut that in half now and see how my mood is.

 

[dudemos]

Hearing about the government conspiracies and relationship paranoia... that's some next-level stuff. It's kinda scary how much these substances mess with your head. I'm glad you're feeling better off the juice, happymotherf. Maybe stick to protein shakes and creatine, eh?

 

[Ukuser188]

Fascinating thread to read. Its incredible how much the effects of these drugs vary. Some of the effects described are truly scary.

 

[MentEFresh]

When i first started peds, i could take way more, including tren and i would get agressive and paranoid but i could just ignore it. Like thinking every dude in the car infront of me drives slow cause he wants to fight me. Then over time paranoia with 19 nors became worse and within 2 days of combining npp and tren i was in my bed shaking scared how some people will defnitelly pull up to our house and kill us, thought i was being followed etc. Went off the steroids, paranoia went away. Tried reducing the dosage drastically and as this last cycle did test only, still within days terrible god awful paranoia. I tried 5htp, l tyrosine, gaba etc but i think im just one of those thats predisposed to bad mental effects of steroids, i go thru a rollercoaster, mania, feeling like im on top of the world then feeling awful. Has anyone figured out what this is about?

Tren is the epitome of great power and great cost. If your already a neurotic, anxious person of course you wont be able to handle tren. Ignore the random brain chemical bullshit. And take a look at yourself in the mirror. Most "mental sides" are an issue of psychology and self image.

 

[happymotherf]

Hearing about the government conspiracies and relationship paranoia... that's some next-level stuff. It's kinda scary how much these substances mess with your head. I'm glad you're feeling better off the juice, happymotherf. Maybe stick to protein shakes and creatine, eh?

Looking back at my mental state even 10 days ago is crazy idk wtf was wrong with me i was literally shaking from anxiety and sure i was gona die every second, and now i feel just fine. The test only low dose experiment is working well for now.

 

[bananafeet]

Looking back at my mental state even 10 days ago is crazy idk wtf was wrong with me i was literally shaking from anxiety and sure i was gona die every second, and now i feel just fine. The test only low dose experiment is working well for now.

The medical condition of anxiety and "feeling anxious" are quite a world apart.

Glad you're feeling better.

 

[thejumpingsheep]

Tren is the epitome of great power and great cost. If your already a neurotic, anxious person of course you wont be able to handle tren. Ignore the random brain chemical bullshit. And take a look at yourself in the mirror. Most "mental sides" are an issue of psychology and self image.

Uh so... in my case, I went the other way. Not disagreeing with you. I agree its all about an individuals disposition. In my case...

I always have paranoid thoughts naturally. I deliberately allow them because I am of the mind that its better to be prepared for anything than not. I dont act on them or anything, and they arent as crazy as government watching me or shit like that, but Ive had ones where I wonder if this world is a simulation and if the annoying people are just bot spam designed with unbelievable stupid lines of conversations and actions like in a video game. I cant imagine a real person with a functional brain being so stupid right? RIGHT?

While on tren last cycle, I suddenly didnt give a shit. It was like my brain went on vacation. I actually didnt like that. I thought Tren made me stupid or something and I had to force myself to start thinking about my surroundings. But it was strange because I actually felt focused but I just didnt care about real life edge cases (yes I am a CS/IT guy...). I have to admit, it was very relaxing to not overthink things sometimes.