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Erectile dysfunction can also be the "canary in the coal mine" for arteriosclerosis. Tiny arteries can start to suffer from inflammation and blockage long before larger ones.

Primary care docs are advised to look into this when patients exhibit these symptoms (but usually don't, masking it with pde5 inhibitors like Cialis or Viagra).

You have a lot going on, so it's not necessarily this, but it's a good reminder to check and deal with your cardiovascular health while you can still reverse early damage.

How were your lipids and BP up to now?
 
wp_375 said:
Bro's a walking polypharmacy, there is no way to tell which one is fucking him up LOL
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I'm 100% sure it's not just one compound fucking him up. These are also dosages that would leave most people a useless mess from the side effects if they were to add these onto just trt.

3 DHT derivatives with proviron being one of them (SHBG...), 1.5g test and 2 19-nors, all in high dosages other than Primo, which would fuck him up the least..... 1.5g Deca and Tren combined and wonders why his dick has problems, wtf.

Sorry OP I just had a crashout reading that list and imagining someone actually running that.
 
Ghoul said:
Erectile dysfunction can also be the "canary in the coal mine" for arteriosclerosis. Tiny arteries can start to suffer from inflammation and blockage long before larger ones.

Primary care docs are advised to look into this when patients exhibit these symptoms (but usually don't, masking it with pde5 inhibitors like Cialis or Viagra).

You have a lot going on, so it's not necessarily this, but it's a good reminder to check and deal with your cardiovascular health while you can still reverse early damage.

How were your lipids and BP up to now?
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Looking at the post history and the insane amounts of gear + having done like 3-4 labs in the past 3-5 years being on 3-5G of year i'd say the chances are very high that they are FUCKED.
 
Mishka said:
Does anyone have any idea what the (hormonal) reason could be if you simply "feel" less during sex? So, if the penis simply seems less sensitive?

1500 mg Test E
900 mg Deca
300 mg Primo E
600 mg Mast E
600 mg Tren E
350 mg Proviron
2 mg Cabergoline
5 mg Tadalafil
50 mg Sildenafil (pre-sex)

I simply "feel less".

I really had to work hard to keep it "half hard" for that long.

Had/got a terrible pump in my lower back towards the end.

Sweating like I'd just gotten out of the shower.

My wife just said it was "soft" (although I would have called it "semi-hard" because otherwise it would have been quite small (not erect)).

Now I don't know, is/was it just the head? Did I overthink/worry and that's why he didn't get hard enough – which only made everything worse in my head?

Is the E2 too high? Is the E2 too low?

Do I just have too little stamina and that killed me mid-sex?

Did the pump in my lower back due to the weight gain/all the water gain take away the "pump" in my penis?

It's really not easy, this whole hormone thing :D
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How are the mental side effects on that stack?
 
Is her girl cock not big enough for you? Maybe that’s why?


(Simple little shit affects my erection. Slight e2 changes especially, seems you figured out it was something else)
 
BabaJagga said:
in some way i admire you. you have to know you can die but still keep doin it and living life to the max. i can actually relate to that as biker.
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Thank you - haha - but I'd say people better not do as I do - I mean, it's plain stupid and will cost me years of my life / my life in the end.

But I just want to chase my dream of being huge.

Spaceman Spiff said:
Have you tried men?
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Thank you for the offer - I am not interested tho :)

BigDadd7 said:
How fat is your girl?
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I am pretty sure she is what one would call "thick".

That is the first time in my life I am into "a bit more".

Usually I've been into girls that are "extremely" skinny - like Kenzie Reeves, Piper Perri, Janice Griffith, Elsa Jean, Naomi Woods, Emma Hix.

Tho I find the way you ask that question a bit rude.
 
Mishka said:
Thank you - haha - but I'd say people better not do as I do - I mean, it's plain stupid and will cost me years of my life / my life in the end.

But I just want to chase my dream of being huge.


Thank you for the offer - I am not interested tho :)


I am pretty sure she is what one would call "thick".

That is the first time in my life I am into "a bit more".

Usually I've been into girls that are "extremely" skinny - like Kenzie Reeves, Piper Perri, Janice Griffith, Elsa Jean, Naomi Woods, Emma Hix.

Tho I find the way you ask that question a bit rude.
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Hey man… thick girls are something else. Love the cake and thick quads.
 
Mishka said:
Does anyone have any idea what the (hormonal) reason could be if you simply "feel" less during sex? So, if the penis simply seems less sensitive?

1500 mg Test E
900 mg Deca
300 mg Primo E
600 mg Mast E
600 mg Tren E
350 mg Proviron
2 mg Cabergoline
5 mg Tadalafil
50 mg Sildenafil (pre-sex)

I simply "feel less".

I really had to work hard to keep it "half hard" for that long.

Had/got a terrible pump in my lower back towards the end.

Sweating like I'd just gotten out of the shower.

My wife just said it was "soft" (although I would have called it "semi-hard" because otherwise it would have been quite small (not erect)).

Now I don't know, is/was it just the head? Did I overthink/worry and that's why he didn't get hard enough – which only made everything worse in my head?

Is the E2 too high? Is the E2 too low?

Do I just have too little stamina and that killed me mid-sex?

Did the pump in my lower back due to the weight gain/all the water gain take away the "pump" in my penis?

It's really not easy, this whole hormone thing :D
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On a serious note, looks like a ridiculous cycle. The heavy 19nors would fuck with you it's so much more than just lab values at this point


Ultimately it's either your relationship with your partner or sacrificing it for large gains
 
Spaceman Spiff said:
On a serious note, looks like a ridiculous cycle. The heavy 19nors would fuck with you it's so much more than just lab values at this point


Ultimately it's either your relationship with your partner or sacrificing it for large gains
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Thank you for that serious input :)

I really never had problems w/ Tren - on my cut last year I ran up to 2 gram of Tren - we are still here. But yea, you could be right tho - no idea.

I did not touch Deca for nearly a Decade now - lol - hahaha.

Also, I always thought Tren will F my brain like "Tren makes u gay" / "Tren makes you love fat girls" etc., I liked them thick b4 the cycle even changed to that one rn. No idea what happened, been running Tren straight like maybe 2 years now? And on multiple occasions b4 - never had anything (I felt on my own) sexual related.
 
newguy2 said:
I find it a bit terrifying that you've gotten to the point of running this much gear but still have to ask such a basic question. But of course it's your life.
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Like I told everyone like a thousand times - I got bloodwork done in a 10 years cycle like ... umm ... 2 or 3 times? Maybe 4?

I always say I am like a smoker that gets his cancer diagnosis.... stop? now? for what - it's over anyway. I won't stop anyway, so what do I have from the bloodwork information? :D

I try to feel what is going on - in this case it does / did not work tho - until I remember I took pain suppressants.

But I feel if my heart is racing / my blood pressure is through the roof etc., if yes:
I go to my doc, tell her what I want her to prescribe me, she asks me which dosages I want her to prescribe, tells me occasionally "I've got no idea what I prescribed you there, I just hope you won't die from that." and go on.
(She's the best doc ever, I've got 3 heart medications w/o her ever even checking my heart, dosages or anything.)

It is like going to Mc Donald's, last time I visited her, told her I want Ivabradine, she said like what I said above and asked me "2.5, 5, or 7.5 mg? What do you want?" hahaha like "A sprite? Okay, small, medium or large?"
 
Mishka said:
Thank you - haha - but I'd say people better not do as I do - I mean, it's plain stupid and will cost me years of my life / my life in the end.

But I just want to chase my dream of being huge.


Thank you for the offer - I am not interested tho :)


I am pretty sure she is what one would call "thick".

That is the first time in my life I am into "a bit more".

Usually I've been into girls that are "extremely" skinny - like Kenzie Reeves, Piper Perri, Janice Griffith, Elsa Jean, Naomi Woods, Emma Hix.

Tho I find the way you ask that question a bit rude.
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I like em a little thick myself. I prefer it when they're not all knees and elbows.
 
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