Jimin Marvinluder
New Member
Hey everyone, finally getting around to doing this so I can be a full participant in a community that I've been lurking for well over a year. I'm a 36 year old guy who is almost weeks into his very first cycle, much of which I prepared for through the help of countless hours of reading on here and other great online sources of information.
A little bit about me, the reason I wanted to start using AAS is likely rooted straight in body dysmorphia. When I was a young kid I was super active in sports, playing soccer and baseball in my elementary and middle school days before picking up wrestling primarily which I carried into high school. However, I started developing significant headache problems after my freshman year of high school which I was told were likely concussion related and was I told I needed to quit before I suffered permanent brain damage. Around that same time, puberty was in full force for me, which in my family is very unkind to males. I put on weight in all the wrong places, and because of my ongoing headache issues my activity was very limited. So, my once athletic self quickly became a heavyset kid. I thinned out a little bit towards the end of high school and in my early college days as I found ways to work around my condition, but it was still very limiting. Weightlifting and intensive cardiovascular exercise were basically a no-go. My condition got worse when I was in college and I would eventually be diagnosed with a congenital brain/skull malformation that required me to have brain and neck surgery at 23. This actually was a huge lifesaver, because after 6 months of painful recovery and a few years of adjustment, I went back to being the way I was before the headache problems began. I could finally get back in the gym and did about two solid years of weight training and dieting, hitting 175 lbs on my 5'9" frame. However, I struggled to put on muscle despite working intensely with a personal trainer and following a strict diet. And then eventually life won out, I took a bananas job that basically ruined my life for six years, and gained a shit ton of weight.
Had a couple health scares in the last few years and decided that this shit couldn't fly anymore, so at 257 lbs at my heaviest I got on Tirz and dropped almost 90 lbs, getting down to about 170. I realized I probably could have stood to cut down more, but I finally hit fuck it and wanted to start bulking up, figuring I could cut more later. Had already been working out 5-6 days a week and cleaned up my diet significantly before I started.
Started cycle one 5 weeks ago, got bloods prior and everything looked solid (thanks Tirz). Waiting on my first set of recheck labs to come in. Running 500mg Test C weekly and 4u HGH daily, also running HCG 250x2 because I might still want kids and still running the Tirz at 3mg/wk for food noise suppression. No sides, have dosed AI once based on sides, and this shit kicks fucking ass. I feel great, the results are phenomenal, my only regret is not doing this sooner. I started at 170lbs, currently sitting at 182 lbs. I'm not sure exactly what my goal is in terms of size, but I know what my goal is in terms of look and I know it when I get there. I also have Primo, Deca, Bold, Anavar, and Tbol compounds in storage ready for future cycles. I am all in.
Thanks for taking the time to read if you did, I seriously appreciate you guys for all the solid info I got from here, looking forward to being around for a long time to come.
A little bit about me, the reason I wanted to start using AAS is likely rooted straight in body dysmorphia. When I was a young kid I was super active in sports, playing soccer and baseball in my elementary and middle school days before picking up wrestling primarily which I carried into high school. However, I started developing significant headache problems after my freshman year of high school which I was told were likely concussion related and was I told I needed to quit before I suffered permanent brain damage. Around that same time, puberty was in full force for me, which in my family is very unkind to males. I put on weight in all the wrong places, and because of my ongoing headache issues my activity was very limited. So, my once athletic self quickly became a heavyset kid. I thinned out a little bit towards the end of high school and in my early college days as I found ways to work around my condition, but it was still very limiting. Weightlifting and intensive cardiovascular exercise were basically a no-go. My condition got worse when I was in college and I would eventually be diagnosed with a congenital brain/skull malformation that required me to have brain and neck surgery at 23. This actually was a huge lifesaver, because after 6 months of painful recovery and a few years of adjustment, I went back to being the way I was before the headache problems began. I could finally get back in the gym and did about two solid years of weight training and dieting, hitting 175 lbs on my 5'9" frame. However, I struggled to put on muscle despite working intensely with a personal trainer and following a strict diet. And then eventually life won out, I took a bananas job that basically ruined my life for six years, and gained a shit ton of weight.
Had a couple health scares in the last few years and decided that this shit couldn't fly anymore, so at 257 lbs at my heaviest I got on Tirz and dropped almost 90 lbs, getting down to about 170. I realized I probably could have stood to cut down more, but I finally hit fuck it and wanted to start bulking up, figuring I could cut more later. Had already been working out 5-6 days a week and cleaned up my diet significantly before I started.
Started cycle one 5 weeks ago, got bloods prior and everything looked solid (thanks Tirz). Waiting on my first set of recheck labs to come in. Running 500mg Test C weekly and 4u HGH daily, also running HCG 250x2 because I might still want kids and still running the Tirz at 3mg/wk for food noise suppression. No sides, have dosed AI once based on sides, and this shit kicks fucking ass. I feel great, the results are phenomenal, my only regret is not doing this sooner. I started at 170lbs, currently sitting at 182 lbs. I'm not sure exactly what my goal is in terms of size, but I know what my goal is in terms of look and I know it when I get there. I also have Primo, Deca, Bold, Anavar, and Tbol compounds in storage ready for future cycles. I am all in.
Thanks for taking the time to read if you did, I seriously appreciate you guys for all the solid info I got from here, looking forward to being around for a long time to come.
