I think it’s done

I’m dreaming again. That’s how much more rested I am.

I’m like being cleared of all the shit I felt that whole tome

Whenever I get stress I have tension inside and usually a very vivid dream will make that tension go away

I think dreams are the way of the body to filter out mental stressed and recover
I am confident besides sleep, which has a beneficial effect on relieving stress. It helps me to change the activity of walking in silence or fishing. As well as delicious food
 
Working 40+ hours a week as a traveler and doing school blows Ball sac.

Hot nurses keep me going.

Highly recommend focusing on the career.

We didn’t break up. She’s broke, I’m up ;)
I hope you are investing 1/3 or more of that money. Make hay while the sun shines. Max your 401(k) and IRA. Build a future.
 
I hope you are investing 1/3 or more of that money. Make hay while the sun shines. Max your 401(k) and IRA. Build a future.
Yessir.

Debating on waiting until I’m done with school to invest in some real estate as I have my license. But Currently have some long term stock holds. Small 401k and IRA, we’ll not much in the IRA to make a difference.

Spending 6k on some classes for the next 3 months grinding it out then I’ll have to take some time off work for 16 months for my nursing degree. Kind of just stock piling until may.

I could do what I do now for the rest of my life and be very well off. But I rather not. Pretty boring minus the new hospitals every 2-3 months.
 
Yessir.

Debating on waiting until I’m done with school to invest in some real estate as I have my license. But Currently have some long term stock holds. Small 401k and IRA, we’ll not much in the IRA to make a difference.

Spending 6k on some classes for the next 3 months grinding it out then I’ll have to take some time off work for 16 months for my nursing degree. Kind of just stock piling until may.

I could do what I do now for the rest of my life and be very well off. But I rather not. Pretty boring minus the new hospitals every 2-3 months.
And what is a priority for you in life, so that it is not boring or to get the maximum benefit and benefits from work. Or all the same, combine and to like and money. In which industry do you see yourself in the future?
 
And what is a priority for you in life, so that it is not boring or to get the maximum benefit and benefits from work. Or all the same, combine and to like and money. In which industry do you see yourself in the future?
Priority of my life is to be independent and build my own income and be an asset in my field that isn’t disposable. Take pride at being very good at my job.

working as A CRNA by late twenties. investing in real estate by the time I’m 30-32 then just watching my fruits grow and seeing how far I can take it. That’s the dream.

i don’t think money is the key to happiness. But I know it would make my families life a lot easier which is a good enough reason for me.
 
Priority of my life is to be independent and build my own income and be an asset in my field that isn’t disposable. Take pride at being very good at my job.

working as A CRNA by late twenties. investing in real estate by the time I’m 30-32 then just watching my fruits grow and seeing how far I can take it. That’s the dream.

i don’t think money is the key to happiness. But I know it would make my families life a lot easier which is a good enough reason for me.
I think independence and financial stability directly affects the quality of life. Money is a tool and means to realize life and decorate it with additional benefits.
 
It hurts me but also makes me happy to see this girls life falling apart

That’s how fucked up this all is
 
It hurts me but also makes me happy to see this girls life falling apart

That’s how fucked up this all is
You would be so much better off if you just stopped paying attention. Really it isn't good to take pleasure in others' pain. The reality is that you fucked her over just as much as she fucked you over. Fucking block her ass on everything so you can't even see what's going on anymore. You sound like a weird stalker that is keeping tabs on this girl for some perverse reason of getting psychological pleasure at her continued pain. Get some therapy, man. Seriously. You need it. That's not a judgement, I am in therapy too. It is really helpful. Maybe you can get to the bottom of why you feel this perverse pleasure at her pain. I have never felt that before, honestly. I would rather see someone who fucked me over be doing fine and healthy, improving themselves.

The fact is, you aren't improving yourself. Every time you check up on her to see "what stupid shit she's done now" you are just reinforcing bad mental habits and relationship issues. Get some therapy bro. You will be surprised at how helpful it really is.
 
I have been reading this thread for a very long time and this whole story. And the guys here give the right advice. You make mistakes over and over again. It's time to actually stop communicating with this woman. You are destroying yourself. I think it's time to end this story and move on, no matter how hard it seems to you.
 

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