How i fucked my first cycle and second cycle plans

[Elektrobot]

Poor kid is probably easily influenced and insecure. I'm not saying that in a derogatory way- but he seems like he is begging for an immediate change in his situation to make him feel better. He is stuck on the idea that AAS is what will bring him that change- and his mindset will not allow any advice counter to that. We have all been in that state of mind before over various things... a girl, a car we wanted to buy, .... we have all been in a place where nobody, no matter how reasonable their advice, could not change our mind- no matter how misguided or shortsighted our idea was. So we can relate. And that means we understand the importance of giving him impactful advice hoping that it will get through.

His approach right now is going to walk him directly into a fire.

Dude, if you are reading this....

Trust me when I say that no bitch is gonna fuck you because you ran gear for 10 weeks before showing up on campus in the fall. Absolutely zero people will notice or care. Not another person on this earth gives a flying fuck about what you look like right now. And absolutely nothing in heaven or hell is going to change that in a measly 10 weeks.

1. Stop everything you are doing right now. You are shooting your arrows at the ground wondering why you aren't getting bullseyes. Running gear right now isn't going to put you on target.

2. Be a student. Make learning your primary objective. If you absolutely LOVE this, then act like it. Learn. Focus on learning everything you can about fitness, nutrition and sports performance. If you are not interested enough to take the time to learn everything you possibly can- let that be your sign that this is not worth jumping on gear.

3. Find a coach or trainer who knows what they are doing. Don't fucking look on tock tok or youtube for some dumb shit who's just shilling BS for clicks. At your age, the most accessible way to find the person you need is by getting involved in an organized fitness activity like a powerlifting program, an organized martial arts program, a gymnastics program.... anything where the adults in the room work in the capacity of a responsible coach who brings out the best in everyone there.

Even if that program does not directly advance your aesthetic goals, they will give you a fantastic jump start on understanding fitness, nutrition, discipline, planning... everything that goes into building a great physique.

4. Optimize everything, and run it out before adding AAS. Knowledge, experience, training, nutrition, recovery, health, .... max all of those things out to their fullest extent. Then when you are sooooo fucking good that there is simply nothing else that can be improved AND you still want to take your passion even further..... come back and ask us about AAS.

Jumping on gear before getting everything else right is going to result in you taking huge consequence for an absolutely mid minus physique. You will risk everything in return for nothing. You will look like shit and you will feel like shit. Your interest in all of this will flop- but you will still have to carry the consequences. All for absolutely fucking nothing.

 

[Laxman3221]

I'll probably drop it then, any alternative for the nutrition partioning effects it gives? I'm not gunna use insulin but thats really the main reason im even running tren cause it seems to do a good job of protecting muscle at 75mg and using it when bulking will probably help keep fat gain to a minimum even at a low dose.

You don't know shit about steroids so you definitely don't know shit about insulin. But hey, use something that can kill you.

 

[Gianluigi15]

Bro, no offense, but you're 19 years old, 158 lbs, and you're planning a second cycle with 400–600mg of Test, 200mg of DHB, and Tren? First of all, you didn’t mention anything about PCT.
Second, do you realize that with what you're doing, you might end up with hypogonadism before you even realize it? Before using any anabolic steroids, you need to study and understand them deeply. You need to learn how hormones work. You need to know the side effects. You need to understand that hypogonadism can absolutely destroy your life — and a year from now, if you're not on TRT, you might not even be able to have sex, not even as a joke.
On top of that, with hypogonadism, your body composition will go to shit, and your mental health will suffer badly.
Before taking anything else, do a proper PCT (if you already did one and just didn’t mention it, then fair enough), and after finishing it, get bloodwork done. Test your total and free testosterone, prolactin, estrogen, FSH, and LH.
Also, nowhere in your post did you mention using HCG during the cycle. If you don’t use HCG during the cycle, your testicles will atrophy.
All of this has serious consequences. Steroids might help you build a physique, but they’re not a game. They require responsibility and a serious amount of time spent learning how they work and how to use them safely.

 

[Sicsemptyran]

Anytime I read things like this I realize why you read so many case studies of ER visits in young folks using AAS.

Guarantee he’d tell the doctor in the ER he was just taking creatine, whey protein, and a little bit of test as his heart plays a drum line on EKG and he’s pissing a bucket of protein from the DNP/T3/clen/tren/DHB/test. Baffles me even writing out the compound list. Christ.