Hey, brother. I hate that you slipped, but I think the important thing is that you don't get down on yourself about it. Every one of us are nothing more than human and we all fall short in some way every day. I've had problems with intoxicating substances in the past when I lost meaning and couldn't establish real purpose for my life. It's hard to admit, even to people I don't know, but I am a much better person because of it. Now I have a wife, kids, a good job, I own my home, better health, and an all around better life. I don't take it for granted anymore, because I know what it's like to go down a path of meaningless suffering. Use your slip as an opportunity for growth. Keep framing it in a positive light and stay strong. Thanks for sharing what happened with you, because it helps me remember that I'm not above slipping up and I must remain on guard and not get complacent. In case nobody told you today, I love you, bro. Take care.