Don’t get caught up in the materialistic bullshit. People like her who have nothing remind me of the famous saying “misery loves company”
Your like the majority of us; busting ass and grinding just to stay afloat. Nothing is given. She sounds like bad news bro. Surround yourself with positive people, successful people. Ditch the nobodies
Oh, busting ass to stay afloat is an understatement.
Basically been homeless the past 6 months because my rented flat burned down in february while i was at work as a bouncer.
Thats my 2nd job i had when i was actually getting educated in a new field of work and that education didnt pay my bills enough.
So the past 6 months i was living from bed to bed because i had no money for a new flat and this flat was obviously ruined and i still had to pay for it until now.
Saturday is the day i move into my own new flat, but just the thought of it is fucking crazy man. 6 months of almost 6 and a half day weeks (i was having my offday on sunday when i woke up from work as bouncer at around 1pm until at night when i had to go to sleep to get up for work again monday morning).
No privat sphere. No coming "home" and just letting go off the stress.
Finished my education in june as best of class, work in that field now as of july, received my first fat paycheck last week. Still work as a bouncer on weekends to make up for the money "lost" the past years when i earned just enough to pay off rent and pay gyms/aas.
I had to take food from work back home because i couldnt afford food bro.
Im looking back at dark times and i wish to never go back there and just forget.
Now, to be honest, its actually hard to find/trust a women, i been through so much shit, most women wont even listen to "my story" and well..arent really able to fully "appreciate" me where i am at in life because lets be honest..theres fuckheads my age who havent worked a day in their lives who live in their own house and ride their fat car around.
Life is FUCKED
