Untrodden-Paths
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Hi ladies and gents, I'm new.
I wanted to open with a humble request for some general advice.
The first "cycle" I ever did was a round of Halodrol in the army quite a few years ago, simply out of naivety, being young and not even knowing what I was doing or taking. It worked fantastically well actually, people suspected I was taking something without me saying anything, as we were all seeing each other work out each day, and seeing each other's PT scores, and it was apparent who was enhanced at the time. I never did a PCT, rebounded just fine from it although I had some depression and fatigue at the time, which I didn't equate with anything since I didn't even know what PCT was at the time.
Fast forward a number of years, I had(and have) some fairly big leg issues related to the army, still doing weight training, but essentially I'm classed as disabled. Being in my mid 30s I decided I would try and do a bit of test to see if it helped in any way, and maybe gain some size while I'm at it. I had some test enth (supposedly) at the time, which I did a trial injection into my left glute of about 150mg. Then I got into my car and drove a short distance where I proceeded to have vigorous, vigorous intercourse with an exceptionally large fat woman.
About 8 hours later, I began having some pretty excruciating heart palpitations and raised blood pressure. It seemed to come in waves, and reminded me of repeated adrenaline spikes. It was so bad, I was feeling the pulse running up the left side of my neck, my hands were trembling like a hypertensive crisis and was feeling waves of dread, even though I knew there should be nothing wrong. Fortunately I had a few beta blockers laying around, which helped, until they were gone, and then it came back again. periodically I was layed up on the couch, I didn't work out for three weeks, I felt so lousy. Needless to say I wasn't able to give myself another injection of whatever that was.
Now I know what you're going to say, but no, it wasn't the shame from railing the woman, nor was it injection anxiety or any such thing, as I have injected myself with all sorts of varied pills, powders, and substances which are far, far worse than testosterone. I assure you I am a seasoned, seasoned user of drugs which do all kinds of things, including jack up the heart rate severely, and this was not anxiety nor a normal effect, it was closer to a medical crisis. Also bout two weeks after the injection I began to get some pretty fierce burning in the nipples which lasted about three or four days and then tapered off, so I assume there was testosterone in there.
Fast forward again. Got ahold of some LGD and some osterine and decided to give that a run, figuring it's supposed to be more mild. Being skiddish, I took a mere milligram or two of LGD first. Bam, I began suffering a more mild version of what had happened with the test enth. I became virtually unable to even read or do anything and my heart ached from the pounding. Fortunately this lasted only about a day. A few days later I tried the osterine and... no problems with it. I've worked up to 10 mg of it and had no issues.
My ultimate question is - what's going on here? Could it have been an allergy to the MCT carrier oil? Or are the more androgenic substances causing me to secrete adrenaline? Why would I be unaffected by the original Halodrol and unaffected by osterine, but severely, severely affected by test enth and LGD? Will I be unable to run a cycle without a prescription for blood pressure meds? I read in a thread someone recommended Bystolic for this type of thing, and that some people seem to produce adrenaline in the presence of exogenous testosterone.
Do you think anavar or any of that type of thing would be more likely to be conducive to my system? I'm kind of at a loss. I'm going to try test prop and see if that's any better, but I have my doubts. This isn't something I want to give up on however, because I'd rather not be an emaciated cripple if I can at all avoid it.
Thanks for taking the time to read - Any advice or whatever else is appreciated.
I wanted to open with a humble request for some general advice.
The first "cycle" I ever did was a round of Halodrol in the army quite a few years ago, simply out of naivety, being young and not even knowing what I was doing or taking. It worked fantastically well actually, people suspected I was taking something without me saying anything, as we were all seeing each other work out each day, and seeing each other's PT scores, and it was apparent who was enhanced at the time. I never did a PCT, rebounded just fine from it although I had some depression and fatigue at the time, which I didn't equate with anything since I didn't even know what PCT was at the time.
Fast forward a number of years, I had(and have) some fairly big leg issues related to the army, still doing weight training, but essentially I'm classed as disabled. Being in my mid 30s I decided I would try and do a bit of test to see if it helped in any way, and maybe gain some size while I'm at it. I had some test enth (supposedly) at the time, which I did a trial injection into my left glute of about 150mg. Then I got into my car and drove a short distance where I proceeded to have vigorous, vigorous intercourse with an exceptionally large fat woman.
About 8 hours later, I began having some pretty excruciating heart palpitations and raised blood pressure. It seemed to come in waves, and reminded me of repeated adrenaline spikes. It was so bad, I was feeling the pulse running up the left side of my neck, my hands were trembling like a hypertensive crisis and was feeling waves of dread, even though I knew there should be nothing wrong. Fortunately I had a few beta blockers laying around, which helped, until they were gone, and then it came back again. periodically I was layed up on the couch, I didn't work out for three weeks, I felt so lousy. Needless to say I wasn't able to give myself another injection of whatever that was.
Now I know what you're going to say, but no, it wasn't the shame from railing the woman, nor was it injection anxiety or any such thing, as I have injected myself with all sorts of varied pills, powders, and substances which are far, far worse than testosterone. I assure you I am a seasoned, seasoned user of drugs which do all kinds of things, including jack up the heart rate severely, and this was not anxiety nor a normal effect, it was closer to a medical crisis. Also bout two weeks after the injection I began to get some pretty fierce burning in the nipples which lasted about three or four days and then tapered off, so I assume there was testosterone in there.
Fast forward again. Got ahold of some LGD and some osterine and decided to give that a run, figuring it's supposed to be more mild. Being skiddish, I took a mere milligram or two of LGD first. Bam, I began suffering a more mild version of what had happened with the test enth. I became virtually unable to even read or do anything and my heart ached from the pounding. Fortunately this lasted only about a day. A few days later I tried the osterine and... no problems with it. I've worked up to 10 mg of it and had no issues.
My ultimate question is - what's going on here? Could it have been an allergy to the MCT carrier oil? Or are the more androgenic substances causing me to secrete adrenaline? Why would I be unaffected by the original Halodrol and unaffected by osterine, but severely, severely affected by test enth and LGD? Will I be unable to run a cycle without a prescription for blood pressure meds? I read in a thread someone recommended Bystolic for this type of thing, and that some people seem to produce adrenaline in the presence of exogenous testosterone.
Do you think anavar or any of that type of thing would be more likely to be conducive to my system? I'm kind of at a loss. I'm going to try test prop and see if that's any better, but I have my doubts. This isn't something I want to give up on however, because I'd rather not be an emaciated cripple if I can at all avoid it.
Thanks for taking the time to read - Any advice or whatever else is appreciated.
